The General had a simple way of talking, probably because English was not his first or second language. But simple usually makes a better point, so long as people still listen. We did a lot of talking about youth and aging – what you learn, how you change. The General remembers herding goats and cattle as a young boy with an old man, of his father’s age. This old man shared the story below with the General, and he’s lived his life with it in mind.
I’ve done very little editing to the General’s words. I hope that you struggle just a little through the prose in order to grasp the message:
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An old man named Manyango told me a story. We have an animal here called nkari (an anteater). Manyango told me:
“The nkari, when it is young, makes big holes to look for ants to eat because he has long nails to dig. But when it grows old, the nails become weak. He cannot dig into the ground as he used to dig. So, it will be looking in the areas where it already dug, when it had nice nails. And he gets what comes to those holes – ants or whatever.”
Now from that man, I learned how to make holes, during my youth time. Because I knew there will be a time when I never will be able to. Manyango told me the nkari makes many holes when it is young because it can dig well. But when it becomes old and cannot dig, it goes looking in the places where he dug before to see if the ants are still there.
Nkirote, you are now trying to make your holes. There will be a time when you never move. And if you move, you will be held, by your grandsons and granddaughters.
I do see that now – the old people being helped, moving along the beach. Because they moved during their youth time. Now they have saved enough, and they are old people. They are using what they made when they were young, so they can move. And others who did not know that, then that’s the end of them. They are being looked after by the ministry or whatever.
We were talking of the youth. You asked me what the young people think of the old people and what do the old people think of young people.
I do tell people: I know what is behind me, but I don’t know what is ahead of me. There are people even who do not know what is behind them, neither what is ahead of them. That is terrible. You don’t know where you come from, neither you don’t know where you’re going to. That is a very bad thing. You can hardly know where you are going to, but you have to understand where you come from. If you don’t want to know where you come from, you are stupid. You are dying because you think you didn’t do anything – you don’t have any record behind you.
Good people live because of comparing the way – where you started and where you are.
In the Bible, we read, “We didn’t come here on earth with anything, and we are going to leave this world with – we will go, where we came from, with nothing.”
My question I do ask is: What do you prefer? The way you come in? Or the way that you are going to leave? You are living, and you are going to leave. Now, you can compare yourself. You don’t control how you came in, but you do have an idea of going, because you have seen several before you going and moving. Everyone comes in the same way – one way – but these people who are going, they don’t go one way.
So if somebody tells you he doesn’t know where he comes from, that’s stupid.
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Cheers – Laura Lee P. Huttenbach/ Nkirote