October 16, 2009

Anteaters and Not Being Stupid

Filed under: Uncategorized — Laura Lee @ 9:58 am

The General had a simple way of talking, probably because English was not his first or second language. But simple usually makes a better point, so long as people still listen. We did a lot of talking about youth and aging – what you learn, how you change. The General remembers herding goats and cattle as a young boy with an old man, of his father’s age. This old man shared the story below with the General, and he’s lived his life with it in mind.

I’ve done very little editing to the General’s words. I hope that you struggle just a little through the prose in order to grasp the message:

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An old man named Manyango told me a story. We have an animal here called nkari (an anteater). Manyango told me:

“The nkari, when it is young, makes big holes to look for ants to eat because he has long nails to dig. But when it grows old, the nails become weak. He cannot dig into the ground as he used to dig. So, it will be looking in the areas where it already dug, when it had nice nails. And he gets what comes to those holes – ants or whatever.”

Now from that man, I learned how to make holes, during my youth time. Because I knew there will be a time when I never will be able to. Manyango told me the nkari makes many holes when it is young because it can dig well. But when it becomes old and cannot dig, it goes looking in the places where he dug before to see if the ants are still there.

Nkirote, you are now trying to make your holes. There will be a time when you never move. And if you move, you will be held, by your grandsons and granddaughters.

I do see that now – the old people being helped, moving along the beach. Because they moved during their youth time. Now they have saved enough, and they are old people. They are using what they made when they were young, so they can move. And others who did not know that, then that’s the end of them. They are being looked after by the ministry or whatever.

We were talking of the youth. You asked me what the young people think of the old people and what do the old people think of young people.

I do tell people: I know what is behind me, but I don’t know what is ahead of me. There are people even who do not know what is behind them, neither what is ahead of them. That is terrible. You don’t know where you come from, neither you don’t know where you’re going to. That is a very bad thing. You can hardly know where you are going to, but you have to understand where you come from. If you don’t want to know where you come from, you are stupid. You are dying because you think you didn’t do anything – you don’t have any record behind you.

Good people live because of comparing the way – where you started and where you are.

In the Bible, we read, “We didn’t come here on earth with anything, and we are going to leave this world with – we will go, where we came from, with nothing.”

My question I do ask is: What do you prefer? The way you come in? Or the way that you are going to leave? You are living, and you are going to leave. Now, you can compare yourself. You don’t control how you came in, but you do have an idea of going, because you have seen several before you going and moving. Everyone comes in the same way – one way – but these people who are going, they don’t go one way.

So if somebody tells you he doesn’t know where he comes from, that’s stupid.

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Cheers – Laura Lee P. Huttenbach/ Nkirote

September 10, 2009

What a Feeling

Filed under: Uncategorized — Laura Lee @ 4:59 pm

I have the biggest friggin’ smile on my face right now…and it’s not because I got generous samples at the deli this afternoon or because I bought my favorite ice cream. It’s because I just finished transcribing all of the sessions with The General.

Maybe I need to say that again to keep myself from shouting it off my balcony: I. Just. Finished. Transcribing. All. Of. The. Sessions. With. The. General.

All 1,148 pages of them. Can I kiss my foot petal now?

And guess what? The General History Project went multimedia. I finished a 4-minute video promo/teaser of the organization with the help of Board Member and editing genius Jessica Musick. I’m talking with webmaster extraordinaire Lindsay Tabas (and Board Member) on Monday and hopefully we can get the video up on the website by next week. I wish I could’ve organized a VIP advanced screening for all you supporters, but I think it will have to premiere on the website due to budgeting constraints. :)

I also heard from Murithi, the General’s son, that the General got electricity at the tea farm this week. Imagine, after 87 years. So I’m not the only one seeing the light.

As soon as I pick up the transcriptions from the print shop, I’m going to read it and write all over it and figure out how to tell The General’s life story (i.e.: begin a manuscript for his biography). That’s not intimidating at all (gulp).

When I spoke with “Dr. Ted,” he told me that once he finished the transcriptions with Ned Cobb (an 84-year-old Alabama sharecropper he wrote about in the book All God’s Dangers), things came together pretty fast. I’ve got my fingers crossed for divine intervention. (I’m only kidding about “crossing fingers” – superstition never mixes well with the divine.) Luckily, there’s a drive-in church down the road here in Daytona. Maybe I’ll bring my work to the Sunday service.

Anyhow: I wanted to share the good news. I couldn’t have come this far without your support.

Yay – Laura Lee P. Huttenbach

ps: Thank you so much to everyone who voted for me during Nau’s “Grant for a Change” competition. I was not selected as a finalist, but it was a constructive exercise for me to participate. And there are a lot of good people doing good things to make this world a better place. I sincerely appreciate all the votes. And please do let me know if you hear of any similar opportunities that this project might apply for.

August 19, 2009

Me Against the Machines

Filed under: Uncategorized — Laura Lee @ 11:19 am

I’ve won a few battles, but technology is winning the war. I imagine the official score is around:

Technology: 2,831 versus Laura Lee: 3

I’ve spent the last two weeks trying to put together a five to ten minute video teaser about The General History Project. I returned with fifty-five hours of video footage from Kenya. The footage mostly includes taped interviews but also features scenes from around the tea and coffee farms, church, a family reunion, our safari, and a couple field trips.

Although I want to focus on the audio recordings and transcriptions, many people encouraged me to include a visual component. I agreed that this was a good idea. So, I tried on the hat of a video editor. It didn’t fit.

I knew the war with technology would be a dirty one when I spent twenty-eight minutes on the phone with a customer service representative explaining my troubles in backing up the original footage on an external hard drive. At twenty-nine minutes, the helpful employee informed me, “Um, well, actually, we’re not set up here to give technical support, but it just sounded like you needed to talk to someone.” I checked to see what number I’d dialed.

I said, “So you’re telling me that, after thirty minutes on the phone, that you can’t help me?” This man was obviously a veteran and unfazed by my frustration. He said, “I want to tell you something, I’m not sure if you’ve heard it before, but I want you to remember: Michael Jordan was not a good basketball player the first time he stepped out on the court.”

I’m not kidding. Oh yes, this technological warfare was going to be dirty.

I recruited more people for my team: TGHP’s Treasurer, Jessica, joined me in the struggle. She has a Mac with a wonderful application called I-Video. We spent four hours at the Apple store last week trying to get our computers to talk to one another. I think my PC got nervous surrounded by all the Macs, and it shut down. It wasn’t looking good for this TGHP teaser. Until yesterday…

I brought my video camera with selected tapes to Jessica’s house. I plugged the camera directly into her Mac desktop (after a quick run to Best Buy to get the right firewire cable). We opened I-Video. A lovely, welcoming screen appeared asking us if we wanted to import footage. We clicked in the affirmative. And it began to import. It was a beautiful sequence of events.

Perhaps my losing streak has ended. I think this video may actually happen after all. And then I’m going back to transcribing and writing. My biggest concern now is that I might have to buy a Mac, but I’m not going to discuss this possibility any further while I’m typing on its competition. ‘Cause that’s just not PC (or in the budget).

So…stay tuned for some video clips from my work with The General in Kenya. They’re on the way (thanks, Jess)!!

Oh, and thank you so much to all those who have voted in Grant for a Change. I currently have 116 votes – still a ways back from the frontrunners, but I’m so grateful for your support. You have until the end of this month to vote at http://www.nau.com/collective/grant-for-change/laura-lee-p–huttenbach-665.html. Instructions are in the previous blog, and I’d love it if you took two minutes to vote if you have not done so. Thanks so much!

Sending good thoughts – Laura Lee Huttenbach :)

August 10, 2009

Pretty Please

Filed under: Uncategorized — Laura Lee @ 12:35 pm

Hey there TGHP-ers,

I have exciting news to share! My lovely sister nominated me for a contest called “Grant for Change.” It’s sponsored by a small clothing company from Portland called Nau, and they’ll give $10,000 to “an individual working to instigate lasting, positive change.” Some think that might apply to me and The General History Project.

Now here’s where you come in (I hope): It’s based on votes, and I would be honored if you took 4 minutes of your time and voted for me. I would be ecstatic if you spent 8 minutes of your time and asked your family and friends to do the same. There are some other cool projects featured there, so feel free to browse around.

Here are the instructions:

1. Go to http://www.nau.com/collective/grant-for-change/laura-lee-p–huttenbach-665.html

2. Click on “Register” in the upper right corner of the page.

3. Put in your name, email, and create a password. Then click “Register Now.”

4. Go to the link again: http://www.nau.com/collective/grant-for-change/laura-lee-p–huttenbach-665.html (copying and pasting it in the browser works).

5. You’ll notice some tabs above my text – “Who, Why, Images, etc.” Please click on “Rate/share.”

6. Please click on five stars (or whatever rating you think is appropriate).

7. Please accept a big, sloppy virtual hug of appreciation from me, yours truly.

To quote a recent email I received from a TGHP supporter:

Laura Lee: Voted for you and sent this along to more voters – an interesting site and so encouraging to see so many young people with a service disposition. Sometimes when I listen to the discord in DC and observe the rampant materialism, I lose confidence in the future; this site is a refreshing antidote to despair.

So yay for good people. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Talk to you soon…

Kwa u pendo (“with love,” in Swahili) – Laura Lee

Ps- Thanks to my friend Ashley and her friend Becca for telling us about this grant. As an old colleague used to say, team work makes the dream work:-)

July 29, 2009

Workin’ It

Filed under: Uncategorized — Laura Lee @ 1:16 pm

Greetings, TGHP friends!

I’ve been a bit of a recluse these past couple weeks. As I recently told a friend, “I’ve been too distracted doing the work to talk about the work I’m doing.” She assured me that it was an excusable distraction.

But in a world that’s starting to expect hourly progress updates (thanks, Twitter), I fear that my online absence is mistaken for indolence. That is not the case, but I will try again to maintain a potent virtual presence over the next couple months.

First, Daytona was an amazingly productive work space for me. I’ve completed approximately 70% of the transcriptions with The General. It is a long and tedious process, but I reap great rewards reconnecting with the material.

Second, earlier this month, I visited one of my favorite mentors – author and Professor Theodore Rosengarten – in McClellanville, South Carolina. He and his wife, Dale, requested a “Kenya debriefing session,” and I jumped at the opportunity to retell all of my stories to a relatively new audience (most of my family and friends have cut me off already). They were excited to listen to The General and watch some of my videos – a tour of the tea farm, a church service, the family reunion.

They encouraged me to keep my head down and finish the transcribing. “Dr. Ted” believes that once I read all of the transcriptions, an appropriate form will emerge to organize the material. It was wonderful to receive their guidance and support. Although it’s nice to hear my parents tell me how smart I am, Dr. Ted and Dale gave me a great deal of confidence that the work I’m doing is important – and mostly, they think that I can do it.

Third, my good friend Katie invited me to speak to her Global History summer school class last week. She teaches at a high school in Brooklyn/East New York. I told her that I only accept speaking fees in livestock, so she bought me a hamburger, and we called it even. She requested that I talk about Imperialism in Africa and the Kenyan Independence movement, but the kids wanted to hear more about life in Africa and how you could possibly bathe without a shower. I tried to strike a healthy balance between what might appear on their exam and what they found interesting – always a delicate dance.

I think they learned something and provided me with some good insight (”Instead of taking that gikama shit, I’d just climb a tree and run away” – said one 17-year-old boy in response to a story about the General’s father being accused of adultery and carrying the red-hot iron brick to prove his innocence. I thought the student might want to reconsider the order of events, “running” before “climbing a tree” but commended his idea.).

Katie was delighted with how the presentation went. She did get a little nervous when I started with, “In 1940, African soldiers fought with the British against the Japanese in World War II. There, they learned that the same bullet that would kill an African also killed a white person. For the first time, they realized the Europeans were vulnerable and defeatable.” All-in-all, a very good experience.

Forth, apologies for this very long blog. I will wrap up now and hopefully do another one within a week’s time. Hope everyone is having a lovely summer and doing their part to preserve a little piece of culture and history.

Sending good thoughts – Laura Lee/Nkirote :-)

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